Fading

I can't believe the year's slipped right through my fingers.
I'm a bit scared, really.
I haven't written in a while now and I think it has something to do with the current state of anxiousness I have found myself in lately.
I think too much.
Perhaps not enough.
Whichever it is, it's crazy.
My life's accelerated a considerable amount and I'm happy with where I am right a this moment: sitting in front of my stupid, nine-year old computer, in my almost-clean bedroom.
My sister is still asleep so I'm trying to type lightly.
I'm listening to Death Cab for Cutie and thinking about death; peculiarly enough I love the thought.
Tonight I'm going to a New Year's Party with my sister and her friends.
It seems like a really great idea, I never spend time with my sister.
Ah...there's so much on my mind.
I can't type fast enough and I wish I could because I want to know what my thoughts were on this exact day.
But yet, at the same time, I want to say nothing.
I want to let those thoughts loiter around in my mind, and leaving them untouched and beautiful in their natural habitat.
So I'd just like the say a few things, through photos. (Check next few blogs)